anita~小玲

人與人之間有著密不可分的情感不論是親情.愛情.友情或是特殊格命情感,往往都會讓人深陷,其中就屬於愛情的情況較為嚴重,它會讓人喪心病狂,食髓知味,不可自拔.不可挽回的地步,但相對的以失去以上4種情感的力量來提醒自己這樣我相信那種力量是無限大的.
因為我就是一個失去愛情而的人且一失去就是7年 ,曾經我也想不開.失魂落魄.食之無味. 但後來我想想搞不好跟他分手才是這段感情完美中的不完美,會當然會回億但我告訴自己請把它放在心的最底層這樣就不有任何人會發現
結果我把這份深刻的痛苦變成一股讓自己可以向前的動力,結果我做到我變的不一樣嘞.我真的慶幸自己能夠走出他給我的傷害然而我相信未來一定會更好加油啦
                                                                            anita go!

                                                        anita是憂鬱的
                                                                     虛偽的
                                                                     盲目的
                                                                     被動的
                                                                     衝動的
                                                                     笨拙的
                                                                     自私的
                                                                     快樂的 
                                                                     愛家的
                                                                     開放的
                                                                     捲髮的
                                                                     直髮的
                                                                     理性的
                                                                     迷糊的
                                                                     任性的
                                                                     傲慢的
                                                                     堅持的 
                                                                     感傷的
                                                                     感動的
                                                                     學人的
                                                                     愛玩的
                                                                     固執的
                                                                     被愛的
                                                                     幸福的
                                                                     知足的
                                                                     獨立的
                                                                     受傷的
                                                                     極端的
                                                                     冷酷的
                                                                     消極的
                                                                     不安的
                                                                     無助的
                                                                     單純的
                                                                     瘋狂的
                                                                     自私的
                                                                     依賴的
                                                                     孤單的
                                                                     感性的
                                                                     軟弱的
                                                                     猶豫的
                                                                     漂亮的
                                                                     不甘的
                                                                     憤怒的
                                                                     等待的
                                                                     健康的
                                                                     猜忌的
                           等等諸如此類的~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
                             

我想今天一整天都會下雨吧.這總天氣讓我很鬱悶也很懶ㄉ動.
我想這幾天會累到爆,老天別再下雨嘞,要不然我的憂鬱症又要跑出來啦.
今天有很多的感觸,我也好想笑的自然但是就是做不到.
我也不知道,是那種痛深刻烙印在我心中,還是我自己不敢成誠實的面對這既定的事實.
不知道,不知道答案永遠不知道,或許吧不知道對自己來說就是一個最好的答案,我不想逃也無處可逃
就逼自己勇敢面對吧!必須要逼自己走下去因為這才是真正的我.

在作夢都不會夢到ㄉ事那天發生嘞!是真的我跟我ㄉ偶像坐再在同一台上而且一路上我們聊ㄌ很多.
她說ㄉ話似乎是這些日子所發生ㄉ事讓她有所感觸,不過她ㄉ堅強讓我既佩服又心疼不過沒關係我會以行動支持她,讓她知道她並不孤單.
最後再給她鼓勵鼓勵吧!加油吧我ㄉ偶像.